I actually met w/ another doctor in the practice, Dr. R. Apparently, I will be seeing 4 different doctors that will be rotated so that I meet them all.
There are so many thoughts I had as I sat in the waiting room on the other side of this journey. One was disbelief, in fact, there is a part of me that still can't fully comprehend what is happening. The last time we were sitting in this very waiting room I felt such heartache and was so confused as to why we weren't getting pregnant. I prayed and hoped that everything would be okay. Later we came to find out that there was a very real reason as to why things were not happening how we'd hoped. It was devastating and numbing.
Now I sat there holding my husband's hand...feeling so incredibly grateful for every day, every symptom, every moment. I know that there is still a long journey ahead of us but we feel so grateful to have gotten to this point. We are allowing ourselves to dream...to fantasize. It's wonderful and yet so scary. It took us so long to get to this point. Neo is such a precious gift.
During our sonogram we got to see Neo and found that I was actually measuring 9 weeks when we originally thought I was 8 weeks 4 days. We will take it! Everything is looking great. The heartbeat and growth is strong. Our little Neo is a survivor!
I'm taking each day...one day at a time. Each day is such a miracle. God is faithful.


Congratulations!!! So happy for you! Enjoy sharing the news with ur family! Hope these next several months progress smoothly for you!
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